Do you realise I'm real?

I'm real

Do you know I’m real, when you say those lies about me?
Do you know I’m real, when you call me names?
Does it excite you to turn others against me?
What is your game?

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13 thoughts on “Do you realise I'm real?

  1. This fired off so many internal responses I’m not sure I know where to start. In any case I hope that whatever prompted you to write this gets better. You are very real, you’re beautiful, and an inspiration. Take care of yourself.

  2. Hi CG,

    I’m so sorry you’re having a rough time. I’m having a rough time too. The words that you write to express what you’re feeling also express what I’m feeling lately, also. I wish I had more to say, but I’m just sad right now. I just wanted to tell you that I’m sorry for what you’re going through, and I want to thank you for expressing it here.
    I hope things get better for you soon.

    Mareeya

    • Hi Mareeya,

      I’m sorry you’re having a rough time… Please let me know if there’s anything I can do to help.

      Sending positive thoughts your way,
      CG

  3. CG…I wouldn’t know where to begin with this! Fits my life to a tee and I so know how you must feel! I am sorry and so sad but good for you for putting it out there and in writing. WE are real….this stuff caused us so much pain though that we had to live in an unreal state of numbness so we could survive. In that numbness we felt like we weren’t real anymore. In a sense we weren’t but it was the only choice we had to survive from the pain others inflicted. I am so with you on this and I someday we can replace the numbness with the rage that belongs to the people/animals that did this to us! HUGS for you and I’m thinking of you!

    • Hi Nansie,

      It’s an awful feeling, isn’t it? Feeling dehumanised and as an object without emotions. I don’t know why people treat others like that… I’m lucky in that the team leader who is doing this to me is leaving next week… she also does it to everyone, so I know I’m not overreacting or being too sensitive. She’s had each one of her team in tears at least once this year – one member has been in tears regularly. She isn’t always like this, as she knows how to turn on the charm to those with power, but treats everyone else as if they are her slaves.

      I’m so sorry you’ve been treated like this. I had a feeling you might be able to identify with it…

      Take care of yourself,
      CG

      • Thanks CG…I don’t know why ppl are like this either. It really makes me mad and no one like this should ever be given any kind of power! You take care too! 🙂

  4. It amazes me how people can treat others…as if they aren’t real. Either that, or they are so sick that they enjoy causing pain. It saddens me that others have to deal with that. Hugs!

    • Thanks OneSurvivor. I realise that this sort of thing is more about the other person, and their issues, rather than me. Still doesn’t make it hurt any less.

      Take care,
      CG

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